My dear sweet Silas,
It is mother's day today and I thank you, for you are my gift. Although this is the hardest time of my life, I am so thankful and grateful for the 9 1/2 months you were with me. I cherished every moment we spent together, each kick, tumble and hiccup. You have changed my life my precious little man. I intend to spend everyday trying to make you proud.
I anticipated that today would be hard, but your mommy has so many people who love her and who love you too and they made sure that I was taken care of today. I received so much love today and it is more then I could have ever anticipated. You took care of me too. I saw the moon this afternoon. I don't know why, but I look to the moon to be close to you. I have searched for two weeks now for the moon and it has not been out. Today, the crescent moon was out. I choose to believe that again it was you saying "happy mother's day. I love you today and always."
I love you my sweet boy, your mommy