Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Yep, I was fooling myself like I stated in my previous post. I don't know why when I get these days of feeling okay that I think I am "over the hump" or something of that effect. I always seem to be surprised when my grief hits me like a ton of rocks again. Almost immediately after I wrote that post yesterday about feeling okay did I start to have a terrible day and missed my baby sooo much. I don't know if I will ever get used to this rollercoaster.